people..an update on blog

-I change url le..=.- l0l..ya A-G-A-I-N

www.illusional-fairyland.blogspot.com

honestly finding it hard to keep updating blog..but i'll try..l0l

11:46 PM

todae...was so tiring...my legs are killing me...the rehersal stretched till very long...then we addedd in a lot of moves but i cant sinchronize (wrong sp.) my movements with the blowing...so i everytime act act...haii...somemore i first row in the middle...die le die le...tmr give chers all their presents...finally but fin le...todae feel very moody..cos...feel moddy lorh...lol

I just remembered that must type chinese compos like 2 of them in by midnite..just remembered plus tmr need wakie at 6am plus havent file history file...man, it's gonna be a long nite...wish me luck

Todae...saw doreen with her eldds, she ham ham me..hai...den i coconut her back lorh...den todae pei wen feel sick...i could see she realli feels pain...i was kinda scared..scared she...like really turn pale..haii...if tmr she cant...i'll be so dead...hmm..cant depend so much on junior..haii..

tonite will be a long night..oh and happy bdae to little nickie...wish him always stay small...try nt turn old...lol

7:42 AM

i;ll just jumble everything up cos so much hab happened. well ,course my grades slipped like siao..too late to pull up mua socks?? then todae got cher dae rehersal practise...OMG we swyed for so long, tad my feets are killing me...plus i kp looking down to peep at the scores but i cant see properly so i kp blow wrong...=x then..my practical was an UTTER I REPEAT UTTER DISASTER cos...i left water in the the pan and just heated it...it became chao ta and got smoke then 2nd time was the handle with water...i wanted to kill myself...without germain, i would habb totally broke down...luf her loads...then badminton...haii...it was so bad for the rally tad...we got 5 out of 20!! the 2nd chance we got 2 only...hey, she said it was my fault...but as she return the ball it was so to the side till at the utmost end of the u noe...net...then the 2nd one was directly under the net as she served low ball...i told her b4 i cant catch...so mua fault?? dun wish to fight again...i'm so tired of quarrelling with her everydae...yes, everydae every minute...oh and guess wad...i have the same brand's watch as yong ting...just found out todae..lol...funny how things work eh...i tink he and gin gort smth on...hmm...lol, ok jk...today was ok larh...i guess...oh further updates nxt time if possible...ohya, so ever grateful today no chemistry test..i didnt study much...=x

3:56 AM

> " a room is too small for 2 people"<

{ i lost my life}
well, it might be for the better, cos if i live by my own. i'm probably think a lot much more...at least i'm concealing my feelings now...but the pain is growing inside me, i shall wait for a day when it realli erupts... today was terrible.. cos my maths -4 marks. 2pid careless mistake. still like a jerk. funny how things work out. germain and i came a long way, from enemies to best frens hu fight all day, and piss each other off yet make each other laugh hysterically..[well kin of anyway]

ohya, confirm liao..by wed must hand in coursework if not will kanna cant cook..i really scared cos i cooking prawn and deep-fry somemore...haii...the oil *pia ppia* splatter...i kanna a lot of times le...wed will be kinna of a toll to me, cos chi common test, practical going into FINAL!! plus ngee-ann city performance. hey, must go support...hopefully like tad oso can shed some wt cos i need to slim by sat...more sun... tis sun kao silver...scared...haii...

so much pressure, so little time

5:10 AM

it's been a terrible week and everyone's falling into stress mode.. just hope ppl wun break down esp. me..cos if i fail lit thad would be the very last straw...since i did so ever badly in phy while everyone did so good...haii...as i always say, life's terrible as it is...so i did a good slacking and watched tv on fri till i fell asleep =x...oh sat went swimming and oh my god. i tink i zhou guang...cos we did the straddle jump and my swimsuit was 2 piece u noe like a shirt and pants kind and when i jumped the shirt went all the way up...and i THINK my instructor saw... then i was DEAD embarassed...by stella' mum said she didnt see anything...so let's hope nothing goes...anyway and sat..slack as usual...took a 3 hr nap...cos i was so busted of the 1 wk...then todae...woke up early...tv again..the show was so touching...i mean they divorce yet they still lurve each other and the wife blocked him from an arrow and NEARLY died..and it was all mushy and all...but still...sad..and till now..i'm posting..gonaa chiong hw like all sundays...so will try to post...if not stella go and sae nvr update...haii...she still kinda owe mi 2 post writing bout me...and the 1st one didnt even count cos she wrote all of my bad pts...

8:43 PM

::a gurl with one life::
i slept at 1 last nite so i was all groogy and all..i tink today was passable i guess...when i went for the west zone thing most of the ppl diligently did it well except me...plus i'm the slowest and the one with the most qsn so mr kat looked at me strangely..den..i'm really a zombie le..i'm afraid for the test tmr...cos u know...my badminton is the lousiest among the 2 classes...plus. there's a presentation tmr...pls our grp no preparation at all...plus today go promote book but the responses are real poor...i havent do math and lit and habb to tink how to persuade ppl buy a thin but so ex. book..i totally flared up at someone todae..haha, she deserve it naiwae...=x cant stand her...plus..i'm just beat..it's so taxing..plus todae's band was okie larh, get to practise enka..which opening i'm sso lousy in.. nothing much to post..

:depressed: no one understands:
:no one care for me:
left to fend for myself:

5:11 AM

recently...didnt post cos too depressed and sad..i realised tad even if u put in effort, things wun work out the way u expect it to be...u cant believe how stress i'm...i've been having sleepless nights 'cos I need to do project and hw..I felt like a zombie today. After my friend's experience, i finally realise too tad all guys are bad...i mean ***** seems so devoted yet...this happened..but anyway, i've sworn off this kinda luf luf things...though it's still sad, but the pain is reduced..my grades are still dropping as usual...still the usual foul mood...dieing...when ive revived myself..i shall post again..too-dles

6:24 AM