haii...i slept early on fridae like 8.30 which is such a record..cos u noe i nvr sleep early. den on sat..there's ndp rehersal den...walau..first thing we do issh drills..haha, actually quite fun larh..quite like to march..but so early sweat a bit not nice...den we kanna punish cos sec 4 sae we slack..hmm...den quite happi larh cos i use new rit den can still sustain...den saw nicol...now dun want fren him le...everydae ask me intro chio bu...so fan...=x..luckily he wun read tis...den fren came over and after tad went out and came back like at 12++am haii...shho tired. cos i cut hair AGAIN, shop a bit..saw this long shirt reach till hip...quite like it...but kinda ex...haii...okie den go uncle house..adult yak and i read strybook [the ancient one] cos u noe skool sae must borrow strybook actually reading shopaholic ties a knot...den todae horrh...going out again at nite..haii. so much commitments..=x then todae quite sian, cos ystrdae slept late...den todae's physic rite...chiong like siao...cos 30 mins do so much...my mcq sure die and the...structured oso paralyse liao...so in all...lan dao cnnt lan..then quite sad larh...butden got prepare and try my best, sld be no regrets larh. recently, i've learnt tad marks arent everything. started to realise that sld concentrate on other things like family, frens and blah...so marks gort drop a lot =x...but happi sld be can le larh...erm. rite..den aisyah nvr come...sobs....wish her well...

12:19 AM

nothing much happened today. Math australian is pretty ok. first few qsn
-find 95-83
-covert 0.5 into fraction
but the rest of the few qsn are difficult larh, where gort so good, let u sit there, lac lac...lol. then, things gort weird when cai yong's guitiar suddenly vanish from fat air. can't wait till tmr's badminton...muahaha. then i can see mr teo do all the farni exercerises and play badminton. kinda obseessed nowadays. =x Doing Home Econ project with germain. Patched up with Stella, feel kinda closer to her. weird. early in the morn, we were told to go library. i tot wad happen like wad 2b do wrong, den go borrow books. den alyssa started like wanting my book den i was in a delimma and gort a lot of crap happen. today's guitar lesson was okie cos my guitiar is finally tuned! but when i enter the car i hit the top part so for sure kanna out of tune syndrome...sad...today at round 4++pm like gort storm brewing. so strong a wind. then i was standing in front of the gate den gort so many leaves come lugging towards me like...dunnoe wad like tad...ok, kinda ok larh. just sad during chinese lesson. guess only alice in chinese lesson knows why..haha...

6:23 AM

as I've said, bad attitude equates to total frustration close to mental and physical breakdown. So i had an issue with stella today...kinda rough...then everything was ok. tsu kian and pit soon still continued to sae yan ni's chio and all...and normal spasm from kelvin. Bing ru suddenyl on the urge of comparing marks with me...the math common test was better than i expected. i've been slacking since i got home and...was thinking bout him..and finally had some progress..as in i tink i can see him as a fren liao. in this way, i'm much more happier. let him and her do well...and tmr's a chem test...bummer..was on a terrible mood swing from a sad, to happy to anger and all...how i wish i can come home early all day. it would be so shuang. i feel kinda...weird...no up to sad but...kinda sad...ok, now i'm bullshitting...but yarh, days without aisyah is sad...today's history lesson was so scary. miss fazlin started to tell us bout the horror of japanese occupation..wad they did to chinese...was so kong bu tad...i realli dun wish to tink bout it...haiish, better go do my homework and stuff...

3:15 AM

dunnoe if it's visible or norts. kinda just do it, before i burn midnite oil, studying coomon test. i'm so killing those 2 monkeys in skool tmr.

6:57 AM

today, i went to yong ting's place do HOM project. first of all, sk was late and all and didnt buy strofoam board!!!!! bing ru was even worse, he tot it was nxt nxt week. I felt so fed up and went over to his place first. den tad guy so ma fan, still need go toilet, den bring down another thing. When they came it's already 1 hr later. we had no choice but to but those thick thick one. den we make and make. A lot of crap took place. First, sk release CFCs and throw "snow" everywhere. Den bing ru is fan tong. rice bucket. den over there like typhoon like tad. at certain times, a strong wind will blow everything on the table away. Plus, cos we paint i wanna go his house wash paint. den the cheung weng and sk trick me sae 8 floor den they run so fast until i was all *gong. they intentionally played this dumb trick on me..@#!%*&+ den actually 5 floor onli...walau, i got so fed up that i went off after tad. but it was almost done anyway. In all, it was hot and all and the worst day ever.

5:57 AM

It was pretty chaotic larh. though we didnt win but it was still pretty fun. For one, i wore a short skirt and no guys made fun of me, that went by truly surprising. Cos I never NOT get teased. Run in the blood. Not the pass down by parents kind but u noe, my class...anyway. Today was pretty tiring. My usual routine, went swimming and all those stuff. Stella cant go cos she's sick and all. One thing bout the cultural fiesta night was that u get to see so many cute and farni costumes. Real interesting ones like princessess, mumies, pirates and many more. Mr foo had the big, 'to die' hat and all. Since I was wearing the skirt, I had to sit with my legs to the side throughout. Oh god, I do not know how Danielle stands it. I was so...cant find the correct word. Anyway, my grass skirt was to worse cos I kept skirming and all, so all the stuff fell and got torned. Halfway through the dance, angela's fell off. kinda embarassing. I was only tad bit nervous which is considered quite good, cos i'm a nervous wreck. Anyway, it was ok. We danced, see people danced and play guitar. Saw seniors and was quite high at certain times.

7:41 AM

Sometimes you find it real frustrating to wait for your parent to come home for dinner. Yet, I find it blessful. I mean, i used to feel that way too, until my pawpaw went to China. Then it's all kinda lonely. Today, we had lomo and we totally revamp the whole thing. I totally slacked todae, not studying history. I think overall, it turned out OK. Oh, and I hate stella! muahaha..she bully me. I've got nothing much to say, just thad I'm so ever tired.

6:02 AM

Yup, we went to Gin's house to project! Yah! Too bad Stella never go. It was pretty fun, cos we joked and all. We thought of a very funny idea and actually ended ON TIME. haha...i'm so ever fed up with the shoe

5:22 AM

I finally reached enlightenment! I gave up on a non-existing relationship. It took me a long time before I finally and completely got over him. I decided to put my whole heart in my family. I feel so relieved. I have been suffering these 5 months. I truly wish him and her a blissful future. One thing that happened today was that my mum and I were playing a short badminton game and we had a ceiling which looks like a gutter, a one which has spaces. Of all the time I surfed and hit the shuttlecock, it all went in. All 4. It was kinda funny. Today, I went to Stella house and..ahem, gossip. Then I went out with my mum and shopped a little. I think I'm going to play badminton tomorrow. All 'cos if PE i have to learn badminton. Can you actually believe we are graded for this! Now there's a 2 period at one go, taking my life out of me!!! Then, sunday is project. Stella can't go. :( I really pity people who actually read my posts, so boring. I'm now really afraid of the word, love. too many painful memory and flashbacks.

8:48 AM